Should i text this to my ex bf? help 10pts!?

Me n my ex bf r still friends, he makes me laugh a lot and is always bringing up rememeber when we were datinging, rememberour made up son, we've become good friends again its been almost a year since the breakup, but he's showing he likes me and its very ovious he trys to make me jelous and ppl keeps askin if we dating but he says no, he says we have a lot in common, and he gets sexual because hell be sayin he spermed or somthin were in 9th grade but he's always trying to get my attention n make me laugh all the quizzes online said he doesetc. He said it was because I was dramatic, I changed most kids this age think go out just to go out but I really like him he has no idea the first time I had asked him out he said yes I was goin to to etc. He was my first bf But it was when I was being honest with him, should I just tell him or let it go with the flow I don't want him to ignore me one of his other friends likes him but he said ew he didn't like her he's always rubing this girl in my face he's single and we have so much in common I just haven't stoped loving him, his mom would have a fit and and in sep. Its now june. We went on and off in dating 3 timeI really think he still likes me but I also think he's tryin to be cool and pretend he doesn't but its kinda ovious, I mean I'm gettin closer in friendship with him again so should I wait it or take a risk. I'm heart broken and just so upset, I was thinking how would a boy react if he still had some feelings for her and they were best friends and I send him this:I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more. Should I send that or no (boys) what should I do idk what to do helppp! Sorry I wrote so much Please :(